Been a while

It's been a while since I posted on here, so here goes!

Well I've been here there and everywhere recently, but not really done that much. I'm an exciting person really.. :-/

I went down to London for Stevens birthday, which was fun...he got very drunk bless him haha. But for some reason I ended up in a leather harness chained to the roof by a collar and lead. I forget how that happened and how I ended up staying there for so long haha. I blame the vodka!

Was meant to have a shoot with the amazing @HouseofXY today, but due to not having no money I had to postpone it :-( which is annoying to say the least.

Little bit of an annoyed comment here, but I can't help notice how people who have either only just started out in porn or for a couple of years seem to get all the work. I have been doing porn for 5 years nearly now, and I have done a lot, a lot more than some of these "stars" you see today. Just goes to show you need to be a) a hooker b) in everyone's face about it c) amazing at what they do. Sorry bit of a jealous rant, as certain people seem to be getting all the work I should be getting grrrr lol and also they don't seem to help me after I've helped them. Still waiting on contact from people.

Anyway, no doubt a certain person will be spying on this to see if I mention him so, hi shit head!

I posted a pic on twitter last night that seemed to attract a lot of attention, so I'll post it on here for the memory haha enjoy

On the next episode of Kieron Knight...

Well, what a fucking month! As you know I went to America in March/April (which I fuckng loved and can't wait to get back there), well I came back, was in the UK for a week the I pissed off to Gran Canaria, which for those of you who are asking "where the fuck is Gran Canaria?", it's a small Spanish island off the coast of the Sahara desert...so its bloody hot!

Anyway, I went on my own, again as I did with America. The hotel I stayed in was miles away from anywhere, dirty and you had to pay 15 Euros for 5 days just to hire a kettle! The outside of the apartments was nice, but it was a shit hole. Anyway, I tolerated that for a few days, not staying out at night cause I had to walk back (long story as to why I didn't stay closer but I won't go into that), anyway to cut this ramble down, I ended up getting back with my ex Steven Prior...which was completely not the thing I expected to happen at all haha!

So yes, we're now back to being a porn couple haha.


On a down note, I got back to the UK to my flat to find there was no electricity, no hot water and no heating. I think my landlord is taking the piss! Not a happy chappy as I put enough electricity in there to last me a long fucking time an I hadn't even used half of it since November...an then it all jus disappeared.

So yeah, I'm now looking for porn work as it's kinda drying up a little bit...either no one wants to use me or the porn industry in the UK is drying up

What a world, what a life...

Well now I'm back in the UK, and after all the shite from the guy telling my mum about me doing porn, and the hotel for Gran Canaria buggering me about, and only having a select few people wanting to help me an not ignore me...I'm finally happier than I was before.

Me and my mum sat and had a chat last night, and it went 100% better than what I could have ever imagined. She was completely ok with it, and like me, furious at the guy for being a complete douche about it an doing it the way he did.

The funny bit is I have heard from a few sources about how crazy and obsessive he was lol. Anyway my mum now knows and everything is ok *wipes forehead* phew

Next crisis, my hotel in Gran Canaria for pride, they had their room advertised and I booked it the same time as my flight. Had an email on the day of the Royal wedding to say there was a mix up and there were no rooms available after all...cut to me fuming and about to kill someone. Anyway I asked around to see if anyone had any spare space, which I'd happily pay for, and a few people came back, but who aren't going aren't going at the same time. And I don't want to have to sofa hop for days...so anyway, there was one person who has offered me previously to stay on his sofa...after recent issues though, where I'm either being loved or hated ive not yet received a reply, so I'm going to find another hotel, but of a walk to the Yumbo centre but I'll survive.

Next crisis, my laptop blew up a couple of nights ago, luckily this time i backed all my stuff up on a hard drive, so it's safe...I just now can't sync my iPad, continue on my website or view videos on xtube lol. So I need a new laptop

So, hopefully this hotel will have wifi...if not I'll update this an my twitter when I get to a wifi cafe lol

Speak soon xxx

Right, this is going to fucking far now!

After I thought we had an agreement to just drop everything and not mention each other again, the prick that calls himself @the_mugwump on twitter has now apparently told my mum about me doing porn, and she is now posing as someone on twitter to find out more about me. This is what I've heard. Now I don't know how much of this is true, it might be a huge wind up, in which case it's a bit of a sick one involving family as I've not mentioned his mum once. But if it is true and he has told here, I will go ballistic.

It's not just that, he is still slagging me off, he really should get over it and learn to grow the fuck up! He's like a child for fucks sake. I really do urge you to keep your distance with this guy as he is really mentally unstable from what I have seen, and I'm not the only one to make that comment.

There is or was no need to bring my mum into this, as it's not something that should really be discussed within the family. He quite happily went and did a porn shoot for a magazine an told his mum about it, I don't know about you but I think that's weird. It's not effecting my family, I'm not using my families name, so it shouldn't be an issue. Yet he has made it into one by getting extremely personal and involving my family. I'm not going to be that sick or twisted to start spreading shit around about him to his mum, that would be uncalled for, so im going to be the better man and not say anything about his mum.

But seriously, if any of you follow him or are close friends with him, beware...he is seriously deranged and will stop at nothing to try to fuck your life up if you don't date him or sleep with him or acknowledge him.

Ok let's get serious for a moment

Just for a moment yet...

I'm currently lay on the bed at my future new house watching a spiderweb blow under the breeze of the air conditioning and wondering what awaits me when I get back to the UK. I have nothing there, no social life, no friends nearby, no job, a small and very shitty apartment, a family that rarely speaks to each other, an ex that is kinda fucking with my mind by telling me he hates me one minute the misses me the next and wants me to go fuck him. So it's making me realise how much I want to move away and start again, yet I've been accused by a couple of people of running away from the hard time and running away from my problems.

I have always tried to fight the stuff against me, and I'm a stubborn fucker, so things that I would class as "problems" wouldn't make me want to leave the country I was raised in. Tere has to be something deeper right?

Drunken tweet of the night

Well, tonight kinda proved that I am either highly unattractive or I have so e kind of odour or skin disease that I am not aware of. I was out on my own for a period tonight waiting for a friend. I was watching the dancers in a bar called Mickeys, you remember, the one I was at for Cocktails with the Stars. Anyway, the dancers were all buff an hot an very good looking, which kinda made me realise why no one liked me dancing when I was I'm the UK...cause I'm skinny, pale and thin...yes I can actually dance and pack out a pair of u derwear, but that evidently isn't enough.

I eventually met my friend and went to the Abbey, fed up of being on my own and very horny from a sexual experience that was probably one of the worst I've ever had. It was a threesome with a fellow porn star and a random guy. The porn star guy is another rant in a min. Anyway, I hated the Abbey so I left and ended up back in Mickeys for a small time, cause I was wide awake and horny.

I saw the porn star guy there, and he kinda seemed off with me and blanked me a few times, kinda made me feel used as he said he had a flight at 9 that night and was still in LA out in a club and said his flight had been changed again.

But yeh, I was stood on my own all night, and it was funny cause at times there was no one stood even near me. It seems the only time people show interest in me is if im in an enviroment where sex is implied, I.e. A sauna or sex party. And even then most of the time they assume I'm a bottom and willing to take anything. It kinda annoys me that when I'm clothed and in a normal environment I don't get nothing...and when I am looking for more than just a fuck (which I rarely get off camera by the way, and that does make a huge difference) it really depresses me.

So what am I doing wrong? Yeah I'm shy, and I can't approach people to talk to them cause if past bad experiences and I am far to shy. But I am a very sexual person...I do wash so hopefully I don't smell, I try to look decent without going too overboard. But yet still no one who is my type, which is a wide range by the way, shows interest.

I know I'm probably asking for a lot for people to come to me, but I truly am SO shy, it's cringeworthy.

Can I get answers on a postcard please, cause I really don't know what the fuck I'm doing wrong here.

Apologies

Ok I'd like to apologies about one thing as I know it was my mistake that I didn't take the blog post regarding a certain individual down sooner. It was my mistake and I acknowledge that, however I did have other important things on my mind...I.e. Breathing and general day to day stuff. It is now deleted, even though said person and his friend are starting again due to said mistake. I did receive a message from said persons friend calling me a ugly cunt, etc. This person got involved where they didn't really need to be, so anything said to them will not be apologized for as they threw themselves in the line of fire and are now getting offensive and threatening because I responded. People who have no idea what's going on and yet slate someone based on someone's else's opinion are sheep...simple. But back to the main issue, I would like to apologize for not taking the blog post down sooner, it's down now...end of